wow
as I looked back at the last blog I posted, I've changed a lot. How?
Let's see... that was 3 days before my beloved grandmother passed away.
to tell you the truth, I still haven't got over the grief and for sure
her memories will forever stays in my heart. I tried to make myself
busy with stuff going on around me and it seems to be working but I
need to work on it more.
Anyways, the point is... yes, I write about my weaknesses,
frustrations, and maybe extreme emotions here, but somehow I realized
that I was selfish and I wasn't grateful at all. I should be
grateful for what I have. I should be grateful that I've known such a
wonderful grandmother that I can look up too and be a part of my life
for. I should be grateful for my family. Friends. Boyfriend. School.
Work. Home. In fact, everything.
I should try to have a different perspective in life. I shouldn't focus
on myself or even what I'm facing. I would be completely worn out if I
do that. Life is full of mystery but the only thing I can do is focus
on GOD. Source of answer, life, joy, and everything that I have.
Posted at 01:05 pm by EveryNewDay
