why can a simple question be answered by a simple answer? sometimes when you try to do the right thing, nature will disagree. I'm kinda sad that I haven't written in this so called "blog" for a long time because when I write in it, I look back at past "blogs" I've written and reflect on it. However, I don't think it's necessary to make it public so all my friends can see it. I keep this to myself. When I feel that no one can understand or sometimes I don't even understand myself, on what to do on certain situations I write in these. This so called "blog" is full of my frustrations and weakness. why would I want to publish this so that everyone can see that through me?

I hate complicated people. where is the love these days? why would people even accuse me of all these wrong doings when I'm not even doing anything wrong? Is it because that I've done so many things that are just so wrong in the past? But i thought the past is the past, and we shall move on to the future? I guess not. People will remember your mistakes, but they do not rememberthe good things that you've done. Once you've made one simple mistake, it seems that all the nice things you've done for all these times vanished.

I just want to be respected for my actions, love, and behavior. Why can't any one gives me that? You want to know everything about my life, then why won't you share yours?