wow as I looked back at the last blog I posted, I've changed a lot. How? Let's see... that was 3 days before my beloved grandmother passed away. to tell you the truth, I still haven't got over the grief and for sure her memories will forever stays in my heart. I tried to make myself busy with stuff going on around me and it seems to be working but I need to work on it more.

Anyways, the point is... yes, I write about my weaknesses, frustrations, and maybe extreme emotions here, but somehow I realized that I was selfish and I wasn't  grateful at all. I should be grateful for what I have. I should be grateful that I've known such a wonderful grandmother that I can look up too and be a part of my life for. I should be grateful for my family. Friends. Boyfriend. School. Work. Home. In fact, everything.

I should try to have a different perspective in life. I shouldn't focus on myself or even what I'm facing. I would be completely worn out if I do that. Life is full of mystery but the only thing I can do is focus on GOD. Source of answer, life, joy, and everything that I have.