http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/ EveryNewDay Tue, 29 May 2007 15:20:02 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Tue, 29 May 2007 23:17:58 GMT Cut The Act. Stop bullshitting and start showing some actions. http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Wed, 09 May 2007 05:18:10 GMT YOU MAKE ME SICK! http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Tue, 01 May 2007 09:14:33 GMT I've come to a thoughtful conclusion today. Instead of jealousy and anger, I became to feel pity. Why? Let's see why. You are rich but you think you're poor because you are never satisfied with current condition. I am poor but I think I am rich because I know what it feels like to be poor. I used to have constant and violent fights with my mother but I follow what she says and loves her way too much . You never have fights with your mother, in fact, she's a great mother but you hide things from her even when you love her. I look calm and strong but I am weak and panic-y. You... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Mon, 23 Apr 2007 19:51:39 GMT what a battle I had last night. A battle I have to fight for 3 months. Every night it's going to be sleepless and painful. The scar in my skin will fade, but the scar in my heart stays. Sure thing, forgiving is easy especially when you have overflowing joy and relief but forgetting is a different story. You always hear these things happen, but when it happens to you somehow you're denying it. Every dream I had is the same thing. About him, him, and him and I have to wake up every hour! Also the painful body organs! Can somebody see this? I'm slowly eating myself alive! What pity. I... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:02:48 GMT why every new smile? because every new smile I will have in the future is because of Him. what weird feeling surpasses me today. somehow, I can manage to smile. I have a peace unlike the other days. I found the truth that's why. I found that my God is real, that He's speaking to me like the first time I fell in love Him. I wish everyone can feel like I feel. I feel the love that I've never found. Some hollow feeling that's been in me for the longest time. It's no wonder every message I hear is all just to "LISTEN." I have a heart of overflowing joy that some people don't have and... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Mon, 12 Mar 2007 21:05:51 GMT wow as I looked back at the last blog I posted, I've changed a lot. How? Let's see... that was 3 days before my beloved grandmother passed away. to tell you the truth, I still haven't got over the grief and for sure her memories will forever stays in my heart. I tried to make myself busy with stuff going on around me and it seems to be working but I need to work on it more. Anyways, the point is... yes, I write about my weaknesses, frustrations, and maybe extreme emotions here, but somehow I realized that I was selfish and I wasn't grateful at all. I should be grateful for... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:58:08 GMT why can a simple question be answered by a simple answer? sometimes when you try to do the right thing, nature will disagree. I'm kinda sad that I haven't written in this so called "blog" for a long time because when I write in it, I look back at past "blogs" I've written and reflect on it. However, I don't think it's necessary to make it public so all my friends can see it. I keep this to myself. When I feel that no one can understand or sometimes I don't even understand myself, on what to do on certain situations I write in these. This so called "blog" is full of my frustrations... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Sun, 03 Dec 2006 10:38:13 GMT Funny how stuff happens at the same time. what good words to put inside my head. "Perfection through silence." I wonder if the things that people sacrifice for are actually going to be worth it at the end. you are not lonely when you are alone. you feel lonely the most when there are tons of people around you but you are in your own perfect world. what funny things i've found today. so funny that i can laugh and cry about it at the same time. funny how you sacrifice so much for some things and somehow that "little thing" still appears. every day, i still see fake people.... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:55:33 GMT It's been a crazy year. I can't believe it's almost over but i'm hoping for it to end at the same time. I have gone through so much this year and hoping to find the answer for all. "I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had." for some reason, this song has a special meaning. even when it sounds depressing or the whole lyrics alone are suicidal, it means something to me. I guess I can relate to this song that's why. People come and go but only special ones stay. I learned so much in this past year. My professor said... (more) http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Sat, 11 Feb 2006 16:46:17 GMT I just got back from indo yesterday night. I love everything about it there. I miss my grandmother already. she's the best. the wisest woman i've known so far and probably i'll ever know. i can't believe i have to go through separation again. http://everynewday.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62